Arnold Clone, how do you know I am "gay".


vap, I know.... addictions are hard to break. It's like a mental illness. At least with BB'ing, you are enhancing your body. Only problem is, once you stop gear, you shrink, one way or another. Leading you to want to do more to get back you were...


We all have vices. We all live and learn, hopefully.

I was an animal on steroids.


I wanted to fight people. I provoked fights. I broke people's property often, such as front doors to businesses. I was happy, then depressed and all over the fucking map. I enjoyed getting HYOOGE AND RIPPEDERED and looking semi-God like, but, the mental part just ruined it for me, unfortunately.

Can some people handle it better, umm yeah, but, everyone is different and is affected to different degrees concerning side effects.


An addiction, no matter what it is, isn't good, period. When you stray from "moderation", your body responds in a negative way.

Another reason why it's better to get on the juice when you're older and much more mature...

Vap, at the time it was pheramax, 60mg a day.



tren, on the other hand, was much more volatile with me. I was walking dynamite. I crushed up finaplix-H and mixed it with DMSO covered with a tegaderm.

Ive done alot of different roids. Im not proud of it at all.


They just enhanced my "assholeness" or lack there of. Don't get me wrong, I am aggressive by nature to begin with, but very kind and compassionate, if that makes any sense. The steroids removed any good aspects I had about myself. My patience was thwarted completely also.

It was fun though. No one fucked with me. I started a fight outside of the Green Room (former bar where I live) and punched out there front door (glass). There were like 5 guys just looking at me, like they wanted to jump me after what I did, but, they didn't. it was because they knew mentally I was a fucking animal. I wanted to fight them, too.

wrecklessness....

I have no room for that in my life now, thank God.

I'm a complete asshole on Animal Pak.

Hey Joe.........you ever inject real gas in your ass?

Like Deca or Test.........???


I bet You and I woulda busted a lot of glass together if you did the shit I was on

...there really isn't a big fn difference.

I seem to get more pissed off while dieting and am always in a shitty mood...like vape said its the results that keep a man happy...that and the crazy fuck festivals.

FYI...I ended up banging those 2 whores on friday after work...was a little rough, there was a pungent odour of stale pussy I couldnt really determind what bitch it was coming from but had to was my cock good before coming home to my girl. No more dirty 3somes for me, i feel guilty.

STEROIDS MAKE YOU DO BAD THINGS LIKE SMASH GLASS AND DIRTIE PUSS.

What do you expect from dem snatch?!

Ewwwww

Alan, ive done injectables, orals, and transdermals. Like ive said, i did alot. I used to put scotch tape around ampoules to prevent the breaking of the glass, especially omnadren would do that.


Steroids do make you want to pound and spray, except progestins like tren and deca...